hello Delvyn, yep, i've started to blog again...so I'm no longer blogless :)))
Hmph...should I change that Northwest 747 jet model on my study table...looks rather dusty :S
Whatta should I write....oh yeah, YES! I Know I know I KNOW!
Yesterday...
I went to sms the camp mistress of the buddhist camp of which I'll be attending this friday, of whether will there be any camp briefing. I waited and waited, but no reply came back.
Today...
I went to google the date of the camp, and mistakenly went to the buddhist fellowship website to help source for more info. I called...but the staff just wearily told me to send an email.
But voila, after i sent the email...I went back to google again. But what I found? OH SHIT!!! I was the other camp that i was supposed to be going for, the one organised by the S'pore Buddhist Mission!!!
OOPS. SENT WRONG EMAIL. STRONGLY WORDED ONE SOMEMORE.... :S WAH...CHAM LIAO ARH...
And that camp master of that camp thought I was a daddy enrolling his son/daughter to the camp...SOBS :( is my voice that fatherly?
Finally managed to upload another batch of my holiday photo, after fb decided to pause halfway during the humongous upload, 4 TIMES!!! 4 TIMES! WTF!
I've decided to go on a diet...after some feedback that I've balloooned... :(
But seeing, or rather, reflecting, reviewing, and looking back at my 2010 life, it just leaves me feeling like a hollow coffin. One with a mummy in it. A mummy who is on the verge of possible mistakes and emotional breakdowns.
How many times have I cried this year...hmph..seems like its been more than 10 times at least. Why did I do such a thing? Has it got to do with the stress of the current lifestyle that many have advocated as ideal? Do they even know the excruciating pain that I have to endure? the numerous typhoons that...that...that...engulfed me?
Writing this note has seemingly help/aggravated the raw scalds, wounds, wounds arising from personal hurt and environmental influences. the thought of having to observe people and their body language, whether would it be awkward to share a table with them, or that would I just offend them unknowingly?
Is it because of my continual want to perfect what i have in life? Is it because I'm too sensitive? Or is it that I should belong to a mental asylum, having a doc to help check if i have a bipolar personality? Hmph...that seems fun...
Do I even know the current KR, or is it that I'm stuck in the past, like that of an object coated with permafrost ice all year round, obscuring its view of the current, its view of reality?
Hectic Hectic Hectic 11:18 AM
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Hoots. My mid-year examinations are just barely one week away, and I'm only done with 30% of my revision. My mood swings have been in full force ever since last night. Swaying emotions, coupled with mountain-high workloads, along with irritating people who expect me to be their servants. My grandfather, being healthy in all his life, got a stroke somewhere in march. What used to be a symbol of strength and reseilience has now turned into a pessimistic and frail person, making do in surroundings that are not exactly the most pleasant for one.
Writing. Yep, it's been a hell long time since i ever ranted out my thoughts of my everyday life. It's difficult to even, may I say, be myself in my school(other than during my cca), as I am unsure of whether will I offend anyone.
My scrawny body, together with that flatuating tummy, cellulite at my thighs, the flabby muscles that sag from my arms. SIGH. The sight of me just simply puts me off. Am I about to go into another dark phrase in my life?
Wonderful friends from all walks of life, now on their own road in life, leaving behing friendships and memories that all share, be it beautiful or just sadistic moments in the past.
Sometimes, I really regret not cherishing the scant ties that bind me and my "brothers" in NCC. Despite us being separated in our own cliques, that unity, is just a distant memory. The encouragement, the cheer-ups, the jags and bashings - all gone.
BGR has already taken a close one away from me. What am I gonna do next? Trying to integrate into cliques that I feel estrangled from? Trying to be a mute, afraid of voicing out my thoughts to others? What now?
2010 started out with literally, a bang for me. A fever bang rather. It's the year whereby I will decide on my future. It's the year that I managed to prove my naysayers wrong. (F*** You, Ms Small! Who do you think you are?) It's the year of emotional goodbyes with wonderful friends in school, with the pleasant memories the only luggage we're allowed to take with on our lifelong journey. It's the year of long-awaited reunions, as in the JPS trio. It's the year that my sister sits for her Exams. It's the year of past memories, now coming to life with the recent hospitalisation of my Grandfather.
WELL, Here's to a better year. May it be filled with world peace, renewed friendships and accomplished goals. Goals for life. Happy 2010.
What a Long Vacation. I have to complete a tremendous amount of homework today.
- DNT research -Chinese Practice Paper - NCC Articles - Chem Metals WS 3
I am almost on a coffee drip, my only source of solace in times of extreme tiredness.
Yay!
Mun Jun and I share a room for the Korean School Fieldtrip. I was assigned to Ms Chiang's Geo Group. I need to do report on Yongmeori Coastline. Ms Chiang almost went crazy about the 2 $1000 notes that she received on Mon... like a hungry person seeing food. Dinn lor, call me bring Camera to day but in the end, postponed the phototaking session to 2moro.
Argh! Still have to wake up early 2moro to finish DNT and chinese.
I so enthusiastic that i even went on Korean Air to check the flight schedule.= )
KE 642 SIN to ICN
B777-300, 2-5-2 seating configuration.
Siao siao liao....
It wasdamn hell of a rush today. I had to rush after recess forD&T, then english, being almost late forthe dreaded situational writing. Then, anothe rush to SS class. Aiyo, it's a perennial problem that i face everyday. super luck today. mrs ong APPROVED my DNT proposal....and i can start research! Mr Ten was the new teacher for dnt today, wah gave me so much advice...atleast i know what to do.
Heehee...no time to post liao.
My blog is almost dead.
NOT QUITE YET. (PS: Mun Jun, me, RAYMOND and ah-lieh are goning to an-yeong haseyo!)
Not a good way to start the new year by not updating my now dead blog and allowing it to ferment and rot.
Yesterday: Me, along with Faris, Ze Jian and Bin Hao met at Northpoint Mcdonalds at 8.30 am to send my NCC mate, Jia Hui off, to BKK and then to NZ.
Met Arunesh, Idris, Vicknes and Hafiz Thaha on the bus, en route to Changi Airport. Waited like crazy for that CAAS personnel to check the whole NCC group in.
He took Thai, TG 404 and the TG 989 from BKK to NZ. Sin to BKK was flown by the extremely long Airbus 340-500, in regal silk purple.
Went to the Theme Park on tuesdsay, my second, or rather, my 1st day at Genting.
Instead of going with Judith and My Sister's friend, my sis and I went to the theme park by ourselves.
We bought the tickets at around 1pm? We took the Ferris wheel first, as i wanted to take lotsa pictures.
top: Morning View from my room.
Top: Beautiful hor?
Top: Gaudy First World Hotel neon lighting reminescent of the casinos in Macau.
Top: Claustrophobic rooms anyone? Definately, at the world's largest hotel, with 6000++ rooms.
Top: Taken from the Ferris wheel. Resort Hotel. Always full cos' rooms and service excellent.
Top: The ageing Genting Hotel, now renamed a rather RA name of Maxim's.
So called five stars, but kinda looks like 3 stars.
Top: The ever reliable Energiser Battery.
Top: Malaysia's first rollercoaster, the Cyclone
had to Q' up for 3o mins bef. able to tke the Cyclone, which the ride only lasted for 1 min ++.
Not Fun one.
Top: The main attraction.. forgot the name liao...
T oo bad, did not take it...i don't think I can stomach such such rides of a vertigo magnitude...shivers
The screams... enough for me to seek refuge on lower ground. (yes, I'm afraid of heights.)
ToP: F1 anyone?
Actually, we spent RM 38 on just four rides... the ferris wheel, Cyclone, Dragonboat and The spinner.
Wah... The spinner, looks simple and safe, but once in the air, the momentum of the spinning action and the feqrent gusts of the cold wind... makes the ride a chilly and unforgettable ride, cos' one moment you're in the air, the other, you're about to shave rooftops.
Top: Misty Ride?
Took the Dragonboat ride. Tell you ah, don't ever take such a lame ride!
Waste of time and lousy lighting abt the dinosaurs.
Never put your hand in the water too, cos' the water is totally GREEN!
With Algae!
Top: Overview of the resort.
Top: evidence!
Top: Another shot.
Haha... tokk a pic of my hotel wing too!
Top: My hotel!
My room on that wing's last level and facing the other direction, not the theme park.
I will update abt the penang leg again. ( if i have the time)
Here's the continued post abt my 1 week in M'sia, approx. 4 days in Genting And 3 Days in Penang.
This is the post abt the Genting Segment.
Here it goes.
Monday,17 Nov:
Reached Genting Around 8.30 pm at Hotel Theme Park Lobby, having taken an "F1" Cab prior to arrival. Whoosh! Upon getting down the Taxi, an instant change of Temperature hit me as if it was a radioactive nuclear wave, coming from the highlands. I had to wait for another 15 mins before the taxi with my parents and Sister arrived. Ha, took a picture of them arriving.
Top: Arrival of the long awaited guests!
We were assined Room 10248, being at the far end of the building. It was a triple room, with 1 queen sized bed and a single bed. Well, the room was indeed quite spacious, compared to those claustrophobic rooms of microscopic sizes at First world Hotel.
Top: Room No. 10248
Top: Doorway View of room. It has a in room safe. Not bad lah.
Top: Room view w/ 1 single and 1 queen. Room Facing KL direction.
1) Who was the person who tag you? Elan! 2)The relationship between you and him/her is? Friends 3)Your 5 impressions of him/her? Hmph... Clever, Pimply, tanned, innocent and honest. 4)If he/she becomes ur enemy u will? Wah... so difficult... I dunno leh.. Why let hatred take control over you? We live to forgive eh? 5)What will u say to the person whom you like very much? Nonsencial blabbering abt irrevelent subjects... you get the idea 6)The characteristic(s) you love about yourself is? Thick Skin, Dramatic, Skinny, Sacastic and ability to cook! 7)The characteristic(s) you hate about yourself is? Complacent, money mind and verryyy ngiao (i.e. stingy) 8)For the person you hate, you will? I will just let myself cool down along with some swearing and cursing bef. letting the matter rest. 9)What do people feel about you? Cute? Thick skinned? Over dramatic and very stingy. 10)Who do you have a crush on? Do you accept a full piggybank? ching ching 11)The person you want to be is? Rich, always traveling on first class and experience different airline cabins 12)Pass on this quiz to 10 person. Hmph... 1) Wei Hua, 2) Mun Jun, 3) Judith, 4) Haziq, 5) Elan, 6) Soon Weng, 7) Joey, 8) Me! 9) Raymond, 10) Wei Lieh 13)If no.5 & no.7 were together, What will happen? (Elan &Joey) Well, could be possible but no. 7 has someone on his mind... furthermore they differ vastly in personality...? 14)Who does no.5 likes? (Elan) A girl in his class? 15)What colour does no.9 likes? (Raymond) Dunno? Flag colours of DOTA? 16)Say smth about no.1. (Wei Hua) Wah, That flower hah? like sth, but dun dare say, Xtreme kiasu and kiasee, but with a kind and compassionate heart. 17)Who is no.2. (Mun Jun) A mature guy , abeit 15 going on 23, with strong ideology of history concepts and football fanatic. Has a sense of sacasm and humor though. Makes a good friend. OHH, almost forgot, He also loves coffee! 18)Talk about no.3. (Judith) She's quiet, with a sense of good old country humor and loves to travel. Good Friend and trustworthy. 19)Who is no.10's bestie? (Wei Lieh) Hmph... All those Dota Fanatics such as raymond and flowers such as no. 1? 20)Who is the sexiest person among the 10 of them? I dunno... i'm not interested in that field 21)What colour does no.4 like? (Haziq) Dunno... hehe 22)Is no. 4 single? (Haziq) DUH! 23)What is ur relationship with no.1? (Wei hana)Classmates and one of my Best friend lols 24)Is no.5 & no.6 best friends? (Elan and Soon Weng) Erm.. I dopn't think they know each other? 25)What is no. 9's sir name? Wa! HTUT! 26)What is no.7's nickname? (Joey) Hmph.. dunno 27)What do u wish to say to no.8? (Me) Good Job man, being able to slim down that much... 28)What will you do to help no.9? (Raymond) switch off the com and ban him frm going LAN 29)Who does no.1 admires? (Wei Hana) Morning Glory? Flowers? 30)Where does no.1 live? (WH) Yishun 31)Does no. 10 knows who u like? (Wei Lieh) Erm.. I dun even have a crush... so its rather... 32)What do you wish to say when u see no. 6? (Soon Weng) Where's your Wei Ling? 33)Who is no.10's spouse? (Wei Lieh) Dun make me laugh man... hahaha he got marry neh...
Wonderful Holiday! (part 1) 11:17 AM
Monday, November 24, 2008
K' I'am back.
From where?
Holiday lor. heehee =D
I went to Genting on Monday by bus (DUH) not not on Singapore Registered ones. Crossed customs only after 12, and Reached JB around 1 pm, due to the heavy rain. Wah, rain, rain, rain until the customs there flooded (JB) . Had to tread water in order to get to the bus.
Top: Leaving the Flooded Customs =( (At least my bag was not wet)
Top: Took a Causeway Link bus to Larkin Terminal
Ok, The bus stopped at Kotaraya station bef. reaching Larkin. Upon the disembarkment of the bus, an immediate stench hit my nose. Where did it come from? It came from the refuse centre opposite....
We bought 6 tickets on the 2'oclock bus to K.L, leaving in abt 5 mins time. Hell lot of rush. Then, after settling our lugguge in the luggage hold, we went to buy some confections from the in-house confectionary. OMG the Chix. Pie WAS NOT AT ALL CHIX BUT POTATO! AND THE
TASTE SUCKED! Don't buy bread from there! Total ripoff.
Took an ORANGE Transtar Bus, complete w/leather seats, akin to business class but w/o the tv.
Yawn, had to wait until 2.30 before leaving as some late GOONS took their own sweet time....
Top: Leaving Larkin
Next: Set for 2 straight hours, staring at kampongs, palm tree plantations and pondering abt the formula speed = dist./time, I finally reached the only rest stop, and saw this hse opp.
Went To buy 2 books of Old Master Q comics and a pack of chewing gum. Read, Read and watched for another 3 hrs bef. reaching KL. How did I know? Well, simple.
By Looking At the Menara Tower! (hahahahahaha) I know its a no-brainer, but, look, at least there's some city structures after that treacherous journey that threatened to make me paralysed waist down.
Top: Me! (forgive the yellow teeth)
Top: Mountain View Anyone?
Top: Snoozing Panda bear ( sooo cute!)
Top: Shaky View of Petronas Towers.
Got down At Puduraya Station in KL. Woots. Went to the toilet, only to see it in ruins. SIGH.
Took the lift to the second level, and took a taxi to Genting Highlands, costing RM60 per cab. Mine was an F1 cab, zooming and cutting the long lanes of cars and zooming up the steep mountainous roads leading to the resort. Wah, go up mountain, rain, rain, rain. So BORING.
Top: Approaching the Resort ( Can you see the signature neon red Genting Sign?)
It has been a long long long time since i have touched this keyboard. What happenned during this past whole week?
Friday, 7/11:
Ok, I believe every Sec 3 YTzenssss have done their part to the enviroment, going to Yishun Park to collect litter ( Got litter neh? Cleaner clean untill so clean....) . Hmmph... i've got a good suggestion to council: COULD YOU AT LEAST LET US TO FILL OUR HUNGRY AND suffering tummy?
Well, as a consolation, the potluck organised was quite a sucess, as everyone was filling their poor tummies with food, FOOD, FOOD!
Heyhey, I snagged a container of Pringles Sour Cream Chips and Lays Salt and Vingear chips, all FOC. ( I still believe that the acronym FOC is the best of all of the family.)
Saturday,8/11
Went to Cheenna-town with my mum to eat goood yong tau foo and fishcake. Hoho, so suay, come out of MRT rain... sigh.
well, the fishcake i said earlier was DOWNSIZED! argHHHH! i hate downsizing! I also bought a copy of TVB weekly, or TVB 周刊,with Gigi Lai as its cover star (ok, covergirl) Guess what, She is quitting the enterainment industry! Why?Why?
Monday, 9/11
went to seoul Garden for our Class dinner. Nice siah, cos' i controlled my urge to overeat at buffet meals (ok, except at First World's yucky and icky breakfast buffet... as though it was pig swine).
Sat with Huisze, Alvin and Joyce, with Miss Tan PP , MJ and Ms Chaing at the table next to us, separated by just a tiny weeny aisle. Had a wonderful time BBQ-ing and cooking chicken, veggie and 4 scoops of ice cream. I think i overdone it on my talking, as i almost went voiceless due to excessive talking and blabbering, along with excessive singing.
haha, we ended the dinner at around 8.30 pm with the boys going up one level to TIMEZONE. What's the point? go there sure burn money one ( and i mean it literally, cos all your money all go to their pockets...)
1 week more to the long awaited Genting & Penang trip. Must be in the pink of health!
Woah... Its been a long time since I sat down and blogged about daily life.
Backtrackbacktrack.....
Last WeeK of School:
We went ot Admiralty Park, luckily without Ms Chaing for that trip, cos she would have gave long geological statements that I myself do not decipher. Lots of Photos, but all of them mostly about the trees.
Then, a few days later, we went to the Newater Plant. Sigh, it was the most boring trip ever, with Ms Chaing as usual, reaching out for her coveted microphone and then giving a hour long lecture. YAWN. After that character-less lecture, we had to go for a lame and kiddy lecture on S'pore;s water future. Note to PUB: Could you at least update your video? It has been the same ever since my first trip here in 2005.
Play. That's what we did at the displays. Walk. We went through the glass base of swirling Newater, with their chlorine smell, coupled with the irritating rubber scent, attacked me.=(
Hor, so suay that during that weekend, Both my Mother and Father all kena the flu and fever. Sigh, what was supposed to be 3 days of continuos majong, poof, gone. The most Cham one, i tell you is that i also caught the fever! Bloody Hell, cannot sing, even now as my voice very phloem-my. I Hate Sore Throats and Being Sick. I wanna go holiday one hor!
Skipskipskip.
This week? Ha, Monday already so boring, with double maths all on first period. SIAN. I hate E Square camp. Wah lau aye.. so many students only open 3 stores... you all siao harh? Make until every one all kena long queue...
Today, I did the titration experiment... hahaha to think my color probelm can help me in O Level. Hey Mun Jun, at least a can get peach colour right? See, I very pro one... (bhb side of me) I am going to meet my mum later at AMK for dinner.
Yes, I am finally going to Genting And Penang! It will be one whole week of fun and food. Can see Judith at Genting ( she 2 days earlier go) I Love HK Drama and Cantopop!
My birthday cake, shared with my sister=)(she 20/10, I 18/10)
My sister and I on a euphoria high!
Hey all, I'm 15! (finally!)
I did community work today at Chong Pang as a volunteer, carrying tins, asking clueless people to donate to the Singapore Buddhist Free Clinic Federation.
Well, there is a fair share of kind, compassionate and generous people who came up to me to donate same amounts of money, while, there were also some people whose face were so "black"(no reference to Pira) and those who rudely brushed me aside.
Well even though the economic recession is present, there is still a group of kind and generous people that contribute to the society... and i Must say, God Bless Them.
Well, the volunteer work lasted only until 2pm. And, despite people at my age getting all touchy and excited, along with a sense of craziness, about their damn 15th birthday, I do not even feel a sense of excitement or craziness. (probaly cos' i'm little more mature.)
Before I go, I would like to thank these people. (in no particular order)
- Vickness, hey thanks, being the first today to wish me a happy birthday, event hough i was in the midst of my volunteer work.
- Raymond, Ha , yes i know, the most unlikely of all people, even i got a little shock.
- Kian Tiong, yeah, its been a bloody long time since we met to keng gai . Good Luck in your studies.
- Wei Hua, thanks bf, for pulling me through those difficult times.
- Mun Jun, For treating me to that KFC meal last year. ( i totally did not know of our drama group plan.)
- Judith, Jacqueline, Jin Yue, Shu Hui, Lian Ping, Krystal(Ow xiu jieh) and all those in last year's drama group- Thanks for the wonderful and beautiful cake you all pooled to buy. First cake in 2 years.=)
-Joey, thx for last year's gift.
- Qianwen, thx for that belated b'day gift last yr.
-Sister Who gave me lots of laughter and crazy times (along with several and memorable cold wars)
and Lastly.
- Mum ( or Ah mee) If not for you, where would i be now? =)
A-maths:A2 (hahaha laughing my way to the bank liao)
Physics: B3 (good effort boy)
Chem: C6 (die larh... must study and memorise more.... jiayous)
Combined Humans: A2 (wah... mr lim praised me leh...... *smiles)
Lastly...
D&T : A1 wah... lots of drama hor...
Today:
We moved up to 4E8 class to allow our seniors to take the O levels.
* Gasps. What a shock i saw in the clasroom.....
- files strewn - electric kettle in locker... ( Me amd MJ bth agreed that it was perfect for that cup of hot coffee) - Panels featuring the word "Melissa" ( aye ms chaing not my probelm ok?)
Blahblahblah....
yayay... tomorrow going to mac for lunch. * Mr X say must reward myself for the goood results*
Here's some photos.. but not the 80 plus photos i took.
Hey! its monica and indrani!
The Classroom whereby i spent my last year in JPS. Brings back so many memories..... Miss Chng And I! Monsters dancing...
Lastly, my P6 teacher, Mrs Bok who gave me the support and encouragement to braek my depression mode and to be a positive person.... If not for her, i would have gone bonkers already....